Monday, November 6, 2017

November 6

Today would have been my  Anniversary ..
My 46th Anniversary.

We would have had plans made for a trip, most likely .. that was our usual Anniversary celebration ..
That and my Birthday in March.

We went to London on my birthday ..then we went back on our anniversary ... then to Paris ... then to Argentina ...

And now ... so far ... I spent the morning trying to feed a lost cat that sits in the forest behind my home and meows and runs away if you open the door.
It is a beautiful cat .. sort of long haired   but colors of a grey tiger cat ...  big green eyes.
Still young ..afraid .. breaks my heart.

Tuesday, January 3, 2017


Minette has not left Merlins side since he went upstairs, under my bed and is sleeping.
He has not made a sound, I have to crawl under the bed and listen.
I check on him often, trying not to disturb him. She hangs around , not bothering him but checking.
She must wonder why he isn't up and out on the lanai with her, where they spend their days napping and cat chatting ..
I am trying to stay busy ... my heart is breaking.